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10 Out Of 10s
02:57
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Verse 1:
I fucking hate you, I hope you embrace it
I hope you clowns get knocked down to the pavement
And you can laugh a spineless laugh
But what kind is that?
The kind that turn you to a motherfucking psychopath
Every year is getting older, never seem to find the time
Wish I could manage the balance between my study and rhymes
You radiate cold shafts of broken glass
I hope you crash, I'm over that
Picture on the dreamer, I'll take you deeper
This hit gon be a sleeper
Yeah, I'll hit the bottom and escape
Something bout this is my fate, uh
Your day breaks, your mind aches
Do I do this for old time's sake?
The girl with kaleidoscope eyes
Said I'm out of my mind
You stick around and it may show
Might take a while for me to blow but
One day, it's gon burn you out
That's what I heard about
Like black holes in the sky
They gon turn you inside and
Out of all the colours that will fill up the sky
You got blue on your mind cause I'm looking extra fly
Threw his demons off the cliff
The scenic route below, tires screaming in the mist
I'm not living, I'm just killing time
Fuck DJ Khaled, yeah my music be mystified because
Nothing's gonna change until I change what nothing is
Gotta fall in love with it and still you won't be happy
How the locksmith see the box as locked in the box
Ain't got the combination to unlock it
Verse 2:
That's my 10 out of 10s
No, I'm not willing to lose this feeling again
Cause I'm never motivated, I wish I could pretend
Got a song called Motivate, hope it turns out good in the end
Spring 2022, loneliness was real
Wrote the most depressed shit, but maybe I'm starting to feel like that again
Next few months gon be hell
Until the trip to the Vatican, can't wait to get out of here, uh
Summer 2022, motherfucking heat wave
The best few months of my life and it helped me see straight
I recognise the mistakes of the time
But nothing too serious, I was just enjoying life
Fall 2022, the new cycle started
The one that tortures me now but at the time, I bought it
It was something new and better than before
Plus I had a distraction that I didn't want to ignore
Time has flown and yet it seems so long ago
Everything drags, I don't want it, no
Oh, my, this is how it flows?
Said I don't wanna know
Time has flown and yet it seems so long ago
Everything drags, I don't want it, no
Oh, my, this is how it flows?
Said I don't wanna know
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2. |
Latest / Hereafter
03:36
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Verse 1:
Got so many plans for what I wanna do
Not enough time to see it all through
Currently listening to Björk, but got a whole list that I wanna get through first
'Fore I start working on the second album
So I can pull from anything ever made for new outcomes
But right now, got to focus on the next mocks
And keeping my health up to prevent all these head spots
Then in the Summer, I can just vibe and play the new Zelda
Still gotta beat Odyssey, build shit on the realm or
Record InDoor Character, flaws are all acting up
Gotta listen to Bowie, Queen, even Metallica
Check out more recent shit like Gizzard or black midi
Hoping desperately it'll make my music less shitty
But truly I've just fallen off at making melodies
So maybe my true peak will always be XP
I said he wanted to take time to sleep
I meant me, wish I could rewind this beat
I get why Thom Yorke said "I'm a creep"
But the connotations now really give the vibe of a freak
But still Exit Music is one of the best songs
Can I portray emotion like that? Am I dead wrong?
Can I sample legends or is that too headstrong?
Guess we'll see in the second half of this shit, let me know
I need feedback
You know I need that
My experiments my peak, I hope you see that sadness
Wish my whole album was like this but got attachments
Every track is a part of my life and that's no matter the cost
Writing's focused but vague
Make me look kinda lost
Not one track is the same
Cause I don't know what I want
So many rewrites as situations changed
And I'm keeping all the bangers, hoping to make a break, fuck
Verse 2:
You might recognise this, yeah
Might hear the record I flipped
I mean no disrespect, this is solely creative
I get these ideas and I think that they'll save es
My confidence in 0racle's eternally dwindling
That's my search for a bigger win
Not one song can make mistakes that Young Sinner did
But still my attachments make me go back listening
Yeah, that's what why I'm gonna remake
Some songs I'll just cremate
But others get to see day
Sloth, Wrath, Envy, Haters
Some I might rename
Honestly, don't even know if I wanna be famous
So insecure I like the idea being nameless
But I wish I had a free-er schedule
But now I think I'll never have a free-er schedule
What I said, it's true, your head go boom
What's next to you's a pedestal
I'm gonna fucking defy my expectations as a cracker
Be like Mac, Quad, El-P, or even Alchemist
Now, the crowd is pissed?
A producer and a rapper, look at all the hits of people like me
Ye, Tyler, Earl and Em
Peggy inspiration for experimentation
So, instead of the scaring the hoes
Introduce friends to experiments of my own
But don't get me wrong, I'm terrified of that prospect
What if distortions obnoxious?
What if the vocal mix is too high pitched for they conscience?
I question whether I make this for myself or just to prove myself
Now, I'm realising can't even prove it to myself
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3. |
DELTA
03:31
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Verse 1:
Sometimes I refuse sleep cause I'm not afraid of his cousin
Unsure of what I fucking was or what I'm becoming
Running from the thought of thinking back on my life
Forgeting any moment that wasn't just rife with strife, yeah
Very few people that I hate on this earth more than Ben Shaprio
A transphobic racist that acts like a fucking hero
Motherfucker claims my favourite genre ain't music
He got a lot of power and he loves to abuse it
Fuck you conservatives, I ain't got no respect for you
Motherfuckers want a genocide, ain't no protecting you
Had to get off Twitter, yeah, that shit ruined my perspective
Cause now I think that everyone's bigoted and deceptive
But going to pride helped restore my faith in this humanity
People in my area actually have humanity
If only the government done felt the same way
Fuck you Sunak and everyone thinking this shit's OK, fuck
Hook:
I'm losing hope
Might need the rope
I fail to cope
Drove off the road
I'm losing hope
Might need the rope
I fail to cope
Drove off the road
Verse 2:
I feel no remorse telling Shaprio to kill himself
Maybe that goes against my liberal leftist feelings held
I'm against capital but transphobes piss me off
I'll beat they ass 'fore they even think to whisper talk
Everybody wanna talk 'bout who this and who that
Who the realest and who wack
Or who cis and who's trans
Rightists like to think that they miss when this shit wasn't happening
Motherfucker, if you do, then you're all blind as the masses
Trans people existed but got forced not to be trans
Educate yourself fore I beat the shit out yo ass
I'm telling ya'll that this shit's no political debate
People always gon exist, man, it's just bigotry and hate
I really hope that me rapping bout this shit doesn't sound corny
My writing isn't perfect but I had to speak this warning
Cause this been on my mind lately
I can't fucking hide lately
All I see on timelines is genocidal shit, it's crazy
Hook:
I'm losing hope
Might need the rope
I fail to cope
Drove off the road
I'm losing hope
Might need the rope
I fail to cope
Drove off the road
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