Verse 1:
I fucking hate you, I hope you embrace it
I hope you clowns get knocked down to the pavement
And you can laugh a spineless laugh
But what kind is that?
The kind that turn you to a motherfucking psychopath
Every year is getting older, never seem to find the time
Wish I could manage the balance between my study and rhymes
You radiate cold shafts of broken glass
I hope you crash, I'm over that
Picture on the dreamer, I'll take you deeper
This hit gon be a sleeper
Yeah, I'll hit the bottom and escape
Something bout this is my fate, uh
Your day breaks, your mind aches
Do I do this for old time's sake?
The girl with kaleidoscope eyes
Said I'm out of my mind
You stick around and it may show
Might take a while for me to blow but
One day, it's gon burn you out
That's what I heard about
Like black holes in the sky
They gon turn you inside and
Out of all the colours that will fill up the sky
You got blue on your mind cause I'm looking extra fly
Threw his demons off the cliff
The scenic route below, tires screaming in the mist
I'm not living, I'm just killing time
Fuck DJ Khaled, yeah my music be mystified because
Nothing's gonna change until I change what nothing is
Gotta fall in love with it and still you won't be happy
How the locksmith see the box as locked in the box
Ain't got the combination to unlock it

Verse 2:
That's my 10 out of 10s
No, I'm not willing to lose this feeling again
Cause I'm never motivated, I wish I could pretend
Got a song called Motivate, hope it turns out good in the end
Spring 2022, loneliness was real
Wrote the most depressed shit, but maybe I'm starting to feel like that again
Next few months gon be hell
Until the trip to the Vatican, can't wait to get out of here, uh
Summer 2022, motherfucking heat wave
The best few months of my life and it helped me see straight
I recognise the mistakes of the time
But nothing too serious, I was just enjoying life
Fall 2022, the new cycle started
The one that tortures me now but at the time, I bought it
It was something new and better than before
Plus I had a distraction that I didn't want to ignore
Time has flown and yet it seems so long ago
Everything drags, I don't want it, no
Oh, my, this is how it flows?
Said I don't wanna know
Time has flown and yet it seems so long ago
Everything drags, I don't want it, no
Oh, my, this is how it flows?
Said I don't wanna know