Verse 1: I fucking hate you, I hope you embrace it I hope you clowns get knocked down to the pavement And you can laugh a spineless laugh But what kind is that? The kind that turn you to a motherfucking psychopath Every year is getting older, never seem to find the time Wish I could manage the balance between my study and rhymes You radiate cold shafts of broken glass I hope you crash, I'm over that Picture on the dreamer, I'll take you deeper This hit gon be a sleeper Yeah, I'll hit the bottom and escape Something bout this is my fate, uh Your day breaks, your mind aches Do I do this for old time's sake? The girl with kaleidoscope eyes Said I'm out of my mind You stick around and it may show Might take a while for me to blow but One day, it's gon burn you out That's what I heard about Like black holes in the sky They gon turn you inside and Out of all the colours that will fill up the sky You got blue on your mind cause I'm looking extra fly Threw his demons off the cliff The scenic route below, tires screaming in the mist I'm not living, I'm just killing time Fuck DJ Khaled, yeah my music be mystified because Nothing's gonna change until I change what nothing is Gotta fall in love with it and still you won't be happy How the locksmith see the box as locked in the box Ain't got the combination to unlock it Verse 2: That's my 10 out of 10s No, I'm not willing to lose this feeling again Cause I'm never motivated, I wish I could pretend Got a song called Motivate, hope it turns out good in the end Spring 2022, loneliness was real Wrote the most depressed shit, but maybe I'm starting to feel like that again Next few months gon be hell Until the trip to the Vatican, can't wait to get out of here, uh Summer 2022, motherfucking heat wave The best few months of my life and it helped me see straight I recognise the mistakes of the time But nothing too serious, I was just enjoying life Fall 2022, the new cycle started The one that tortures me now but at the time, I bought it It was something new and better than before Plus I had a distraction that I didn't want to ignore Time has flown and yet it seems so long ago Everything drags, I don't want it, no Oh, my, this is how it flows? Said I don't wanna know Time has flown and yet it seems so long ago Everything drags, I don't want it, no Oh, my, this is how it flows? Said I don't wanna know

Verse 1: Got so many plans for what I wanna do Not enough time to see it all through Currently listening to Björk, but got a whole list that I wanna get through first 'Fore I start working on the second album So I can pull from anything ever made for new outcomes But right now, got to focus on the next mocks And keeping my health up to prevent all these head spots Then in the Summer, I can just vibe and play the new Zelda Still gotta beat Odyssey, build shit on the realm or Record InDoor Character, flaws are all acting up Gotta listen to Bowie, Queen, even Metallica Check out more recent shit like Gizzard or black midi Hoping desperately it'll make my music less shitty But truly I've just fallen off at making melodies So maybe my true peak will always be XP I said he wanted to take time to sleep I meant me, wish I could rewind this beat I get why Thom Yorke said "I'm a creep" But the connotations now really give the vibe of a freak But still Exit Music is one of the best songs Can I portray emotion like that? Am I dead wrong? Can I sample legends or is that too headstrong? Guess we'll see in the second half of this shit, let me know I need feedback You know I need that My experiments my peak, I hope you see that sadness Wish my whole album was like this but got attachments Every track is a part of my life and that's no matter the cost Writing's focused but vague Make me look kinda lost Not one track is the same Cause I don't know what I want So many rewrites as situations changed And I'm keeping all the bangers, hoping to make a break, fuck Verse 2: You might recognise this, yeah Might hear the record I flipped I mean no disrespect, this is solely creative I get these ideas and I think that they'll save es My confidence in 0racle's eternally dwindling That's my search for a bigger win Not one song can make mistakes that Young Sinner did But still my attachments make me go back listening Yeah, that's what why I'm gonna remake Some songs I'll just cremate But others get to see day Sloth, Wrath, Envy, Haters Some I might rename Honestly, don't even know if I wanna be famous So insecure I like the idea being nameless But I wish I had a free-er schedule But now I think I'll never have a free-er schedule What I said, it's true, your head go boom What's next to you's a pedestal I'm gonna fucking defy my expectations as a cracker Be like Mac, Quad, El-P, or even Alchemist Now, the crowd is pissed? A producer and a rapper, look at all the hits of people like me Ye, Tyler, Earl and Em Peggy inspiration for experimentation So, instead of the scaring the hoes Introduce friends to experiments of my own But don't get me wrong, I'm terrified of that prospect What if distortions obnoxious? What if the vocal mix is too high pitched for they conscience? I question whether I make this for myself or just to prove myself Now, I'm realising can't even prove it to myself

Verse 1: Sometimes I refuse sleep cause I'm not afraid of his cousin Unsure of what I fucking was or what I'm becoming Running from the thought of thinking back on my life Forgeting any moment that wasn't just rife with strife, yeah Very few people that I hate on this earth more than Ben Shaprio A transphobic racist that acts like a fucking hero Motherfucker claims my favourite genre ain't music He got a lot of power and he loves to abuse it Fuck you conservatives, I ain't got no respect for you Motherfuckers want a genocide, ain't no protecting you Had to get off Twitter, yeah, that shit ruined my perspective Cause now I think that everyone's bigoted and deceptive But going to pride helped restore my faith in this humanity People in my area actually have humanity If only the government done felt the same way Fuck you Sunak and everyone thinking this shit's OK, fuck Hook: I'm losing hope Might need the rope I fail to cope Drove off the road I'm losing hope Might need the rope I fail to cope Drove off the road Verse 2: I feel no remorse telling Shaprio to kill himself Maybe that goes against my liberal leftist feelings held I'm against capital but transphobes piss me off I'll beat they ass 'fore they even think to whisper talk Everybody wanna talk 'bout who this and who that Who the realest and who wack Or who cis and who's trans Rightists like to think that they miss when this shit wasn't happening Motherfucker, if you do, then you're all blind as the masses Trans people existed but got forced not to be trans Educate yourself fore I beat the shit out yo ass I'm telling ya'll that this shit's no political debate People always gon exist, man, it's just bigotry and hate I really hope that me rapping bout this shit doesn't sound corny My writing isn't perfect but I had to speak this warning Cause this been on my mind lately I can't fucking hide lately All I see on timelines is genocidal shit, it's crazy Hook: I'm losing hope Might need the rope I fail to cope Drove off the road I'm losing hope Might need the rope I fail to cope Drove off the road