Verse 1:
Got so many plans for what I wanna do
Not enough time to see it all through
Currently listening to Björk, but got a whole list that I wanna get through first
'Fore I start working on the second album
So I can pull from anything ever made for new outcomes
But right now, got to focus on the next mocks
And keeping my health up to prevent all these head spots
Then in the Summer, I can just vibe and play the new Zelda
Still gotta beat Odyssey, build shit on the realm or
Record InDoor Character, flaws are all acting up
Gotta listen to Bowie, Queen, even Metallica
Check out more recent shit like Gizzard or black midi
Hoping desperately it'll make my music less shitty
But truly I've just fallen off at making melodies
So maybe my true peak will always be XP
I said he wanted to take time to sleep
I meant me, wish I could rewind this beat
I get why Thom Yorke said "I'm a creep"
But the connotations now really give the vibe of a freak
But still Exit Music is one of the best songs
Can I portray emotion like that? Am I dead wrong?
Can I sample legends or is that too headstrong?
Guess we'll see in the second half of this shit, let me know
I need feedback
You know I need that
My experiments my peak, I hope you see that sadness
Wish my whole album was like this but got attachments
Every track is a part of my life and that's no matter the cost
Writing's focused but vague
Make me look kinda lost
Not one track is the same
Cause I don't know what I want
So many rewrites as situations changed
And I'm keeping all the bangers, hoping to make a break, fuck

Verse 2:
You might recognise this, yeah
Might hear the record I flipped
I mean no disrespect, this is solely creative
I get these ideas and I think that they'll save es
My confidence in 0racle's eternally dwindling
That's my search for a bigger win
Not one song can make mistakes that Young Sinner did
But still my attachments make me go back listening
Yeah, that's what why I'm gonna remake
Some songs I'll just cremate
But others get to see day
Sloth, Wrath, Envy, Haters
Some I might rename
Honestly, don't even know if I wanna be famous
So insecure I like the idea being nameless
But I wish I had a free-er schedule
But now I think I'll never have a free-er schedule
What I said, it's true, your head go boom
What's next to you's a pedestal
I'm gonna fucking defy my expectations as a cracker
Be like Mac, Quad, El-P, or even Alchemist
Now, the crowd is pissed?
A producer and a rapper, look at all the hits of people like me
Ye, Tyler, Earl and Em
Peggy inspiration for experimentation
So, instead of the scaring the hoes
Introduce friends to experiments of my own
But don't get me wrong, I'm terrified of that prospect
What if distortions obnoxious?
What if the vocal mix is too high pitched for they conscience?
I question whether I make this for myself or just to prove myself
Now, I'm realising can't even prove it to myself